I want to run away

So today has been a pretty hard day. It just seemed like the kids did not want to do a thing I asked, I had to fight with them to pick up their toys, Zoe kept squealing really loud, and then she broke my new warmer top which I got last Wednesday so haven't even had it for a week. 
I think with just so much going on, it has just been building and building. And with the kids acting like this it just makes me miss him even more.
I think I just need to get away for a couple hours, kid free, and relax. I have not been without the kids in months. I have barely been out of the house except to go to physical therapy and errands here and there. Really looking forward to next month going home and just taking a couple hours to myself while the kids are with my parents. I think I will be getting a medi and pedi and just relax. I love the kids to death but I just need a little break.
What I really need is just to have my husband home with me again, I miss him so much. I wanted to be able to call him and talk to him so bad today but I can't. I have to wait for him to call me when he is able to. The only thing that keeps me going sometimes is just picturing homecoming day, that first kiss in so long, that first hug.
And I aint going to lie, I miss just having someone else to talk to in the house, talking to kids all day every can start to drive you crazy. I feel bad because people probably think I am crazy and talk way to much because when I am around adults, I just start talking and can't stop. I think that has to do with the fact that I know that as soon as I leave, it is back to hearing nothing but the kids. It's sad, I love my daddy so much and I am used to calling him once a day but I have caught myself calling my daddy two, three, even four times a day just to have someone to talk to and to hear someone elses voice.